{Vent} Ignore this please.

My eyes are turning red from crying..
This isn't my look. It's just somewhat from my christmas look.
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Dear ______,
Thank you for embarrassing me in public today.
Calling me a jerk.
Saying all the mean things I did.
My friends hate me now.
Screw it. Im lonely forever, anyways.

If I cried for you, I care.
If I hurt myself for you, I care.
If I think about you, I care.
Two simple words. I care.

I never got those two words coming out of your mouth.
I walked away, and sat in a different table. Nobody understands how much I was played around like a toy.
Im tired of being the back-up friend.
Im tired of being lead on.
Im tired of being myself; a selfish, mindless brat.
Im tired of being used.
Im tired of your bullshit

Credits:
Ehyrine - pose
HugTheLonely - eyes