{Mari} Icon request

Trying to change my icon style, but bokeh textures are so pretty </3 I tried not to overload bokeh too much.
S O B S
It's so hard finding a new style.
Light texture by leals

Omg, I think the text looks ugly ._. idk how to put in the quote. But here's all the fonts.
Laugh - Stereofidelic
Without holding - Throw my hands up in the air (I think?)
Back - I forgot... lmfao.
and cry - Airplanes In The Night Sky
Without regrets - stereofidelic